this day….

i woke up one morning and found out it’s another day…
another day for a struggle and another day for surviving.
i sat by and looked around, only one  face i see, so innocent and oh so lovely.
such face i always stared thru, full of love and full of hopes, waiting to live his own life
and make waves of his own….

no one has ever conquer what’s deep inside of me,
now, i live a life where i’m only crossing one road and hope not to look back.
i’ve so much of those pains that ’til now rings through.
and i have so much of my broken dreams, i can never let go…
and you were the only one that pushes me towards…

someday i let you understand that things are better of unsaid and undone..
i’m hoping when that day comes you’ll be smiling because you’ve understood.
together with my hopes and prayer’ i’m always working out for the best of you.
i may not be that perfect but i’ll be there every step of your way…
to love you, take care of you and hold you when you’r afraid and when you’re down..

if you looked inside my heart there is that empty space…
a space that will forever be empty, not because i’m not happy.
but because it is a memory of a broken past, vow and even love.
somehow there are things in this life that you can never deny nor forget.
i’m shattered by my weakness yet im praying for my healing…

geling

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